I just got mad about something and was more forceful, didn't wanna be, but it always seems like too much. I just have to react. I went crazy and felt like my fingers were dislocating like being split open like this TV show when I watched. All day, every day, people are trying to arouse me in inappropriate ways, and I can't just sit there. I have tried more and more to ignore things. I just don't know. What do you do when you feel like you're being aroused in a funky sorta unceasing, irregular manner? In a way that overcomes what you're doing, you can't stand it, can't stand up right, warble, feel aroused.. Is this just gonna get me more insults. I figured my thing with the addiction to the 4-letter k word kids got it the 90s even if they didn't do it is if someone tries to arouse me.. like smiles @ it or laughs.
I feel kinda bad for my dad and mom.
I was just taking out my trash, and I didn't mind going back but was so surprised. I almost forgot. My dad seems upset @ me today, too, but I am not taking this! I can't seem to blame him. I think Burton did it. But I was nice to him a lot etc. Thought he deserved it.